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Melancholy of a selfish girl

I never thought I’d be such a cruel person.

I led you on. I never thought that I will fall in love with you and it will come to this.

And now I am going to leave you, without even explaining what happened.

I can’t bear to tell you all of this. I don’t want to hurt you. I’m sorry but I am a bad person for doing this.
The first time we met, it was all an accident. It was funny that we became friends. Hit it off together like we knew each other all along.

Then all of a sudden you confessed that you liked me. I was flattered. I told you i liked you too but i was in a daze.

I never thought i would like you, you were not my ideal man. You smoke and drink and party every night. A social butterfly they said..

I accepted you anyway, you were so kind and loving. Time passed and i know i am liking you so much now.

I am selfish, i don’t want to get hurt by you and I don’t want to hurt you too so while its not that too deep,  i’m going to leave you.

 

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Under the street lamps

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You were standing in the doorway

looking so perfectly fine as I have always imagined

I felt my heart skipped a beat for a moment

never thought that you will come.

You smiled at me,  it was sweet and  shy.

and like always, you took my breath away.

We talked the whole night,

remembered the times we spent together.

we didn’t notice that the time passed by so quickly

when we were together, it was all perfect.

It was time for us to say goodbye again.

We’re quietly walking under the street lamps and I felt your warm hands holding mine  

I stopped and turned to look at you, seeing you were already gazing at me.

You pulled me in for a moment and gave me a lingering kiss,  

I am breathless and I wanted it to last. Hoping for us not to part forever.