You and I

You came into my life when I was too broken, I never thought i’d get to know how does love felt again.

You broke down the walls I had in my heart then let yourself build me up again, and made me into a stronger person I am today.

You never failed to amaze me everytime, your love for your family and hardwork. Everything about you is so admirable.

You let yourself be vulnerable with me, told every good and bad memories and even trusted me with your deepest secrets.

You were my breath of fresh air, and you’ve always reminded me everyday that you love me.

I was always thankful for everything you did to me, I felt love when I needed it the most.

I never thought I’d open my heart into someone so far from me, but I did. I give you my trust and my heart.

I did not want to commit myself fully to you even though I’m falling in love with you because I don’t want you to get hurt.

I did not trust myself enough to love you, and I feel like I took your love for granted, I’m sorry. I regret it.

I am longing to be with you, I am missing you and I will always be loving you.

Now you have someone new, I really thought I will be fine with it.
but that moment when you told me the truth made me realize that “this will hurt”.

And now, it really hurts.. but I love you.



Love Letters

Dear _________,

I’m sorry for what I am about to do, I don’t know if you’ll like it but since you are going to leave soon, I think I should let you know how I truly feel for you.

It all started from just a “Crush” back when we were still freshmen in college. We were classmates, you were such an eye candy and i can’t help myself from looking at you. I thought that you were so cool when you became our classroom president. From that moment on, i have always been drawn to you.   At first, i thought it’s not that serious. But then, I realized that I really liked you a lot.

Back then when you were still my crush, I love how our classmates have been teasing us. We became that famous “love team” that everyone finds amusing. I remembered that time when we used to review for our exams together, we’re telling stories about our families to each other, when we went to our friends house and on the way you slept on my shoulders while riding the bus. It just felt so nice.

The people around us and our friends loved our chemistry together, specially when we were bickering with each other. they thought we were natural, like we can be a real couple, they thought they saw that “spark”between us.

I though so too! 😦    but it was all a dream for me.

when you became an official couple with one of our classmates, i thought i’ll never get affected about it. I told myself that i’ll forget about you easily but guess what?  i did got affected and was not able to forget at all. it became more unbearable when I saw that you were happy with her.

I asked my self..   Is what i’m feeling still CRUSH? or is it something ELSE.

though deep down inside my loving heart.. I know that it has grown into something else.

I have come to realize that  I fell in love with you…

-one sidedly


Your friend,



This  is just the first part of my letter that was sent to a special person in my life. I’ll post the next part of it on my next posts. 🙂

It took me a lot of courage to send this letter of confession to a person I love . I know that some of you might think of it that it was a silly or dumb idea. but for me i think it is best to be true to yourself, true to your feelings, whether he/she accept it or not, just letting someone know that you love them is a good feeling.  ❤


PS. I still love you

any comment or opinion is welcome.


All About ME and this BLOG

Welcome to my blog everyone!

My name is Rej, I am 22 years old  and from the Philippines.

I worked as a travel agent for almost 2 years then i resigned. so right now i’m still looking for a job.

I am blogging to share my spazz-es in different topics to fangirl with. (Btw, Spazz means ” A reaction to something crazy or weird or Another word for “freak out”) lol.

I will be posting some of my personal writings, like some love letters (sent and unsent i have a lot of them ^^ ),  poems, some of my random thoughts and relatable quotes.

I might also post Book and Movie reviews since i love watching movies, tv series and reading books

I might also post about my favorite singers, actors, bands and artists to both local and international

so there! 🙂

i would love to read comments from you soon!

Ps. Credits to all of the owners of the photos that i used and i will be using. because i’m not that good using photoshop 😉



Rej ❤


Hello world!

This is my very first entry for my blog, it took me 2 months before i posted. haha

i kept on thinking what to write.

hopefully i could write something interesting within this week, so stay tuned on my posts! 🙂



Rej ❤