you were so unfair
you shut me out completely
didn’t even hear me out
made myself vulnerable
told you how much i loved you
yet it’s nothing to you
you made up your mind
not wanting me to be part of your life
what did i do wrong?
everynight i get no sleep
sadness creeping in
you wont leave my heart in peace
take this pain away
take it all
set me free
Early morning drive
under the crescent moon’s light
never felt so alive
saw your eyes shine bright
Your smile, oh it makes my heart skip a beat
never thought your stare could burn
and i melt as i tried to flirt
oh damn you made my stomach churn
Your voice, oh your voice
so calm and reassuring
shivers and tingles
how did it all begin
Im walking on the sidewalk and i noticed the moon is shining bright.
i look up in the night sky thinking of you then hoping you were seeing it too.
the cold wind blew past me, i shivered. my skin almost felt your arms around me. i knew it would feel warm and nice
i let my mind get lost in picturing you and me together, smiling.
our hands entwined, shoulders brushing, walking so close to each other.
hoping that this night won’t end. wanting you to be real this time.
you may be far away but you’ve always been in my heart and mind and for me it’s a perfect night.
I never thought i’d say the word i love you again
You came in to my life and i didn’t know i would fall in love hard
i let myself be vulnerable to you and you are with me
we talked about everything and had a lot of good times and few misunderstandings
but for months of being together, you never failed to make me feel alive again
you made me believe on myself and develop self confidence, made me a better person than i was before
yes, i was terrified at first. i had doubts and lots of questions on my mind
“is it really you that was meant for me, the one i have been waiting for so long?”
” am i ready to take jump and fall in love hard?”
” will i be able to make you happy?”
“am i willing to be hurt again?”
thinking about everything we had together, all those questions were answered and i say YES. i am willing to go through this with you by my side.
Im in love with you. Lionel
I never thought I’d be such a cruel person.
I led you on. I never thought that I will fall in love with you and it will come to this.
And now I am going to leave you, without even explaining what happened.
I can’t bear to tell you all of this. I don’t want to hurt you. I’m sorry but I am a bad person for doing this.
The first time we met, it was all an accident. It was funny that we became friends. Hit it off together like we knew each other all along.
Then all of a sudden you confessed that you liked me. I was flattered. I told you i liked you too but i was in a daze.
I never thought i would like you, you were not my ideal man. You smoke and drink and party every night. A social butterfly they said..
I accepted you anyway, you were so kind and loving. Time passed and i know i am liking you so much now.
I am selfish, i don’t want to get hurt by you and I don’t want to hurt you too so while its not that too deep, i’m going to leave you.
I like you a lot,
I am here for you,
I missed you, He said.
I trust you, I said.
I’m thinking about you,
I’ll treasure you,
I’ll stay with you, He said.
I have fallen for you, I said.
I was wrong,
I’m leaving.. goodbye, He said.
I love you, I said.